always and forever

I CAN'T BREATHE BUT I HAVE TO
can you totally tell I am drowning in my assignments?!
and I am blogging.
oh wells

posted by val @ 8:04 AM 0 Comments

Melancholy descents

If today I told you, I would like to leave. Would you follow me?

If Today I told you, I might be in love with you. Would you love me back.

If today I got hurt and need someone to pick up the pieces for me, would you be that one.

If today I got tired, and could not continue walking, would you carry me?

My if today’s can carry on till forever.

And I could continue wondering and wondering.

But how does that matter.

Because while walking this road I realized,

It’s okay.

I’m going to be okay.

I don’t need to depend on you.

I can depend on myself,

And know that I can pull through on my own.

And right now that’s all that matters.

posted by val @ 5:42 AM 0 Comments

in love with words

new blogskin (:
I realised that I have gotten quite hooked on people's poetry and poems
and all sorts of nice pretty writings.

posted by val @ 11:05 PM 0 Comments

Please don't let this be real.
I know I am wrong. I will change.
I am heartbroken.

posted by kristy @ 3:45 AM

I realized while reflecting at charis yesterday,
that of all the things in the world,
only God will satisfy me the way I want to be satisfied.
because he knows how to do it.

Whether it is love, work or just a moments peace
he can grant them all.
Thank you god for reminding me that
even in my darkest times, you are there
and that through you I will always have the joy of the Lord (:

after all perfect love casts out all fears.
So i'm not afraid Lord because I have you.
And I know I will always have you.

posted by val @ 4:40 PM 0 Comments

" you can save her" He told me,
I stared at her, my beautiful friend who was staring out at the windows blankly.
Maybe it would be more appropriate to say once beautiful friend.
She was so lively, so happy- bursting with joy.
He stared at me, hoping i would say yes,
hoping I would reach out my hand and pull out this drowning friend.
but i knew that i could not,
I could not repair the damage caused by someone else.
" No, I can't." I said sadly, " I can't"
" Dammit! your her best friend, will you abandon her like this?" He shouted angrily
" I can't because , i did not damage her, you did.
She loved- loves you you, but you took her heart, and every single part of her along with it and ripped it up,"
I told him with tears in my eyes
" and left her, this empty shell of who she is.
and now you want me to save her, bring back to life the girl you robbed of everything.
Well I can't. "
He wanted to scream at me, shake me.
" It's not like i haven't tried' i told him when i saw him shaking with anger.
" I have tried for as long as she has been with you,
I have tried to put back the bits and pieces of her that she has given to me over the years.
But it doesn't work that way.
You made her this, you and you alone.
Nothing anyone else does can save her until you realise what you have done.
And let her go."
This is all I can do for you, I told her silently, as I watched her stare at the scenery with those lifeless , blank eyes.
I hope it is enough for you to one day find the way back to life

posted by val @ 5:44 PM 0 Comments

VALERIE LIM
WILL STOP DOING ULTRA STUPID THINGS
KDMNSIOGKMSGH;LGT,SG

posted by val @ 6:02 AM 0 Comments