i'm not sure i like this one.
but inspiration walked in
and well i couldn't stop myself.
I'd really like to knowIt's really silly, the way that this is going.the endless times, you smile at meand in the next moment it's like i'm not there.baby, i'd really like to knowwhat's going through that mind of yourseverytime you look at me,giving me that smile of yours.it's really unfair,how you seem to have this unpoken advantage over me.makes me feel like bribing cupid.baby, I'd really like to knowwhat's going through that mind of yourseverytime you look at me giving me that smile of yoursa million times a day,i lodge this complain to godtelling him how unfair this situation is.But all i'd really like to know,is what's going through that your mimd,when you llok at meand give me that smile.yes, i'd really like to know.I swear this is due to an overdose of love songs.
and romance novels.
time to change genre.
i'm not special.
it's called wishful thinking.
sometimes i really do the stupidest things.
Valerie has
gone to Thailand and came back,
and during that process has
- bought dozens of shirts ( for me and my family)
- learnt a bit of thai
- became happier (:
- felt/is still feeling blessed
- learnt more things about god.
- found out more new viewpoints on random/important subjects.
- decided a teenage romance is a waste of time.
MEN ARE JUST NOT WORTH IT
i swear,
a priest just hammered that into my brain.
really,
right after a rally.
the totally insensitive, idiotic comments
that come out of the mouths of men
can just totally shock you.
NO GUY IS WORTH ME TRYING HARD TO LOOK GOOD FOR.
BECAUSE BLOODY HELL,
IF YOUR NOT LOOKING THAT GREAT,
WHY THE HECK SHOULD I BE FORCED
INTO LOOKING GOOD FOR
YOUso yes no guy is worth me looking good for,
no guy is worth me crying for,
no guy is worth me giving my heart too.
because i don't think they'll get that
they have something precious in their hands
enough is enough.
here, champagne.
let's drink to the fact
that after this
I'm not letting myself
fall into that trap again.
