always and forever

The long awaited Great Singapore Sale is here!! Angel Dear, Jo Dear, let's go shopping!(: I have to plan my shopping list and at the same time TRY to save some money. I had a spendid day today, had buffet lunch at ParkRoyal Hotel with Deardear and family to celebrate his birthday. The ambience there was perfect and the food was fabulous. Yummy. I loved the very fresh tiger prawns, chocolate prata, the cute little dessert cakes and THE CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN!!(: THE CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN is my second lover. haha. How I wish It was mine(: Eat eat and eat, I have to start losing some weight, play badminton more often, at least once a week and start on my assignment which is going to be due soon. Difficult assignment, nobody has ever gotten an A for that assignment and our lecturer doesn't even want to look at our drafts and give us comments. Oh man. Nevermind, I will try my best. Okay, off to watch Boys Over Flowers(: haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARDEAR and thanks for the treat!(: lovelove.

posted by kristy @ 6:14 AM

" I tried so hard because I love you" She said desperately.
" But I took away your choices!
I made you stay home instead of going off to college.
You had children insteading of spending a year in Europe.
There's always been a part of me
that thought I ruined everything for you because I hated Sydney so much,
because I hated that you loved her and not me.
I hated it so much I had to go and seduce you.
And I ruined all your plans.
I've been trying to make it up to you everyday since"

" My God, Emma.
You didn't take away my choices.
I chose you"

Garden spells- Sarah Addison Allen

Women do stupid things for love
and think too much.

posted by val @ 5:43 AM 0 Comments

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it was a really simple action,
of him staring at her while she was sleeping.
She would never react to him because she was well. Sleeping.
but that didn't seem to affect how intrigued he was.
every few minutes he would look away and appear to be looking around the bus.
and then he would get pulled back by his fascination of watching her sleep.
and then it came to me,
then well that's love.
when you only have eyes for one person
and nothing else holds your interest as much as she/he does.
when you can stare at him/her and never feel like you belong there
while the rest of the world looks at you,
sees the intensity of your stare and feels uncomfortable
when their not the ones being stared at.
And you don't care because you never want the moment to end.
love.
when the big things are the small things.

posted by val @ 6:49 AM 0 Comments

can I now readily admit,
that no I do not admire you in the least bit,
you words and looks are often twisted with another hidden meaning
why should I have to be the target practice for you
just so that you can cover up those nasty, ugly flaws
that you hide and believe the world cannot see.

no I don't admire you,
in fact I hate you,
there its right there in black and white
i don't really care anymore,
say what you what
do what you what.

Let the world fall in love with you double meanings behind every sentence
let the world be fooled by your fascade,
i don't care anymore
you don't fool me
not now,
not tomorrow,
not ever.

hate is easy when it comes to you
they say there's a thin line between love and hate
welcome baby
cause you just crossed the line.

admiration and respect can be gained with a good first impression
what's harder is keeping up your fascade that keeps the world at bay.
i'm waiting,
i'm waiting for the day
your mask that hides all your insecurity,
all your flaws gets torn away.
and you can finally feel the pain
the pain that you have decided to inflict on others
because you cannot take the blow.

am i being mean?
not really
cause like i said
welcome baby
you just crossed the line

and now it doesn't matter anymore
because the line has been crossed
and you can't and won't go back
at least not in my mind

posted by val @ 9:05 AM 0 Comments

A lady's imagination is very rapid; it jumps from admiration to love, from love to matrimony, in a moment.

I cannot fix on the hour, or the look, or the words, which laid the foundation. It is too long ago. I was in the middle before I knew that I had begun.

You showed me how insufficient were all my pretensions to please a woman worthy of being pleased.

- pride and prejudice

I swear, I seem to have once again fallen into this pride an prejudice mood again.
(:

darcy's story
old friends and new fancies
the darcy connection

posted by val @ 7:50 AM 0 Comments