Thursday, January 31, 2008

i am in desperate need of:
a sugar rush
FLUFF!
a nice sweet romantic story

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

i'm sorry
but i'm in a bitchy mood
oh so sue me.
but seriously
YOU just open your mouth
and say all the wrong things
hello!
what happened to think before you
freaking speak?!
it's not that i'm not happy for you i am
really i am
its just
i'm supposed to be your friend
and here's a newsflash
you do not lead your friends on wild goose chases
especially ones who give you advice
so pardon me
IF I DON'T FEEL LIKE GIVING YOU ADVICE ANYMORE
CAUSE HELLO!
YOU DON'T SEEM TO CARE THAT I HAVE FEELINGS
FRIENDSHIPS ARE A TWO WAY ROAD
YOU IDIOT

so go fend for yourself
this adviser
is officially resigning

so go ahead
have the time of your life.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

I think lately,
I've been absorbed with all your problems
worrying about things I really didn't need to worry about
I can now safely say
I'm sorry,
but i feel like my part of helping you
is over.
i'm retreating back into my cave/under my rock now
for some much needed self reflection
and to settle things with myself

Friday, January 25, 2008

State the obvious,
I didn't get my perfect fantasy
I realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me
So go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy
That's fine; I'll tell mine you're gay
And by the way...

I hate that stupid old pickup truck
You never let me drive
You're a redneck heartbreak
Who's really bad at lying
So watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time
As far as I'm concerned
you're just another picture to burn

There's no time for tears,
I'm just sitting here planning my revenge
There's nothing stopping me
From going out with all of your best friends
And if you come around saying sorry to me
My daddy's gonna show you how sorry you'll be

cause I hate that stupid old pickup truck
You never let me drive
You're a redneck heartbreak
Who's really bad at lying S
o watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time
As far as I'm concerned you're just another picture to burn

If you're missing me,
You'd better keep it to yourself
Cause coming back around here Would be bad for your health...

Cause I hate that stupid old pickup truck,
You never let me drive
You’re a redneck, heartbreak
Who’s really bad at lying, yeah
So watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time

In case you haven’t heard,
I really, really hate that stupid old pickup truck,
You never let me drive
You’re a redneck, heartbreak
Who’s really bad at lying yeah
So watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time
As far as I’m concerned,
You’re just another picture to burn.
Burn, burn, burn, baby burn. Just another picture to burn
Baby burn

taylor swift-picture to burn

okay, i've had enough. moving on now(:

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

i'm confused/stressed/confused and more confused.
my speech is driving me up the wall
and i have issues with certain things

GOD HI!
NOT READY
NOT READY
HELP ME
I NEED YOU
NOW

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

it is time to mug.
and to be serious.
i can't afford to waste any more time.
really looking forward to see my two darlings on fri(:
that is something to be happy about.
you showed me who you actually are, and i know it's time.
goodbye.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

yesterday
was good/bad/funny/weird.
but i have to update a certain gossip.

its not an A and C rumor,
it currently looks more
A and D.
the interesting things
you find out just by being in church
when a lot of people are there.

but anyway here's to you.
i wish i could say
that everything is fine.
that whatever you say does not affect me.
but let's be honest.
I'm human,
it hurts to know
you think that way.
but you know what.
do your own thing
do whatever you want.
After this,
my respect for you,
the way i see you.
It's never going to be the same.
And I won't let you hurt me again.
your wrong, and your about to see how wrong.

Thursday, January 17, 2008

i'll like to say i know what i'm doing
that my life is going in a direction i want
but let's be honest.
i don't even know what direction
i want to be heading
how the heck would i know whether i'm heading the right way.

time to do some major soul searching

and i'm dying to change blogskin.
ESTHER I NEED TO BORROW YOUR COMPUTER!!

Sunday, January 13, 2008

i just remembered that i should
put people out of their suspense.
here is my reason for going rather high
at the very start of this year.

i have two reasons!
THE FIRST ONE!
MY ALL NEW/TOTALLY UNHEARD OFF/ORIGINAL SCANDAL!
its all came to me
over the thank you dinner
for the neighbourhood groups.
anyway here is my scandal!
S AND I ARE VALERIE'S LASTEST CHURCH SCANDAL.

the SECOND reason!
an old but may turn into something rumour
THE ACC LOVE TRIANGLE
i have finally decided
on who should go with A
so now its an A and C rumour.

for now these are my newest matchmaking/scandals(:
when i find a new one i'll update again

much love!

okay so yes.
i'm a bit upset
more then that
a bit pissed off.

but whatever,
it will pass.
i'll move on with life soon.

i feel like writing
but then again i don't

angel dear, helloooo!
i am sorry. haven't blog in ages.
was really busy with projects projects projects and tests.
i promise i will try to blog more often(:
angel dear, i miss miss you!
haven't seen you in ages.
we will go out soon yes.
feel like eating my favourite sushi!
oh my. and it is time for me to go on a diet.
ever since i had gastric, i have been eating a lot.
i even eat supper now. oh my, calories and more calories:/
i must diet soon.
finally, the new year is here, school work is piling up.
it is time to be more serious and focus on school work.
and one of my new year resolution is no more last minute studying!!
hope this year will be a good year, in fact a better year(:
I LOVE MY ANGEL DEAR AND JO DEAR!<3

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

okay,
its the new year!
so firstly
I MUST MUST CHANGE THE BLOGSKIN.
in celebration of the new year.
i should finish my thank yous.
but i'm lazy
so to all the people who were here for me
in the year 2007
thank you
i love you all very much
pardon my laziness.

okay new year resolutions
trust in god, and let him control my life.
grow spiritually.
WORK HARD, BUT STILL ENJOY LIFE.
basically, be happy about life.

oh and my dear jac.
WHERE ARE YOU?