Saturday, December 29, 2007

the year is coming to a close
and so here i am
infront of my computer reflecting over the past year
this year has been the most drama year ever for me
but i am grateful and thankful
that from it i have learnt so much from this year.
so here are my list of thank yous.

TO GOD.
if this year didn't happen the way it did.
I would not be closer to you now, so although some of the worst things have happen
if they didn't. I would still be stuck in a spiritual dry land.
so thank you god, for everything that has happened.
and through it all, for telling me
i am here for you.
i will carry you.
but most of all, for giving me a cross that i could carry.

TO MY DEAREST FAMILY.
i don't know what i do without you. Thank you for being with me
and supporting me through this horrid year. Where everything got turned upside down.
You all stood by me and was there for me when i needed you all the most.
so i'm grateful to god for giving me you all as a family

TO JO AND JAC!
my dearest and bestest girlfriends of all time
thank you for being there for me when i needed to cry
needed to rant.
needed someone to cheer me up
and put a smile back on my face.
for doing the random things we do,
and for just being yourselves!
because that's what really makes me happy.

and i will continue
later
when i come back home

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

strength will rise as we wait upon the lord
wait upon the lord

Valerie is the world's biggest idiot.
angel dear i miss you
i miss talking to you
i miss seeing your posts
i miss your hugs when i'm sad
and the stupidest things we do together
the way you make me smile
when i feel my life is over.
i miss you

i miss jo too
alot
):

god why me?
i finally let go of everything
at YISS this year
only to come back
and get thrown even worse things
but its okay
the year's coming to a close
with it
i will forget everything
let go
of everything
and start all over

this time
i won't get hurt.

how did i fall into
something i tried to avoid at all cost.

Saturday, December 1, 2007

after all terrible posts
i have been posting.
i have decided that the blog
needs some positive things.

so currently,
despite my neverending pile
of assignments waiting for me.
which really i only have myself to blame for.):
i got hooked onto it started with a kiss.
and ever ever after.

when people are stressed
they mood swing, get headaches.
valerie?
valerie get stomachaches.
honestly.
how weird.
its that, or i should just stop eating.
because nothing agrees with my stomach anymore.



back to trying to
get rid of the pile.

i've been dreaming of a true love's kiss.
and a prince i'm hoping comes with this