always and forever: June 2011

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

I have had time to do some reflections,

well actually, i've had time to do reflections today.

I realized that for the longest time,

I've been struggling with who I am and who I want to be

And along the way,

I realized that there are numerous people in my life who I strive to become like

only to fall short of those expectations because they aren't me.

I'm still finding me,

i'm working on it,

but I've come to the conclusion that I'll grow into me

and that I really need to stop trying to be someone else

Hello,

we are friends,

not good friends.

just friends

we talk about trivial random things

Sometimes,

I think you care

Sometimes.

Most of the time,

I wish you would.

It's crazy,

The way I want you to want me

The way I miss you when you don't miss me,

The way I wish you would love me,

when you don't even see me.

it's tiring.

I don't want this anymore.

So.

Goodbye.

Let us part ways and hope not to see each other again