Monday, August 2, 2010

in the middle of nowhere part of a story in my head


You see I have a problem, I did something stupid.
I fell in love with you and we are impossible.
we'll never happen.
I'm not telling you so that you can think of a solution.
No, I'm telling you because after today, I'm getting over you.
What I am saying is tomorrow, I will not remember being in love with you.
Don't ask me how,
Just know that it can be done.
Why am I doing this?
Because I'm selfish, I can't and won't be one of those tragic heroines
who advocate "if you are happy I am happy."
I'm being selfish, I'm going to forget you and all the pain loving you comes with.
I'm fighting for me.
Because I need to survive,
and loving you isn't surviving