once a upon a time, there was a girl.
She lived in a place where she was surrounded by smiles, hugs.
There was no such thing as tears, sadness, broken hearts in this place.
Her whole life, she only knew happiness, love.
Until one day, a stranger came to this place.
He told her about another place,
his tales made her dream about this strange world.
and then he asked her,
to go with him to this strange new world.
They always say the grass is greener on the other side.
She couldn't help herself, she had to see.
She had to know, curiousity got the better of her.
So she left, left her world where she had always been happy.
At first, she was happy,
She liked this new world,
everything was so strange,
so interesting.
And this stranger, became her best friend
Her love,
her reason for waking up in the morning.
And then it came,
that one rainy morning, when he left her
abandoned in this strange new world.
and for the first time,
tears fell from her eyes,
she could taste their saltness,
she felt overcome with sadness.
Her heart broken, torn, ripped to pieces.
She couldn't take it,
she left, when back to her safe world.
she left with a happy heart,
now she returns with a broken heart,
she returns only to find,
she can't find that happiness anymore.
it has left her.
even in this place where she always knew it.
maybe i'm really really silly
maybe i'm thinking too much
maybe i'm being too sensitive
but i'm still upset
i hate all your opinions of who i am
i'm not this person who will bug you to drive me around
just because you have a freaking car
just in case you haven't noticed
i can walk
I don't like the way i feel so caged in
by how you view me,
Lord grant me faith
faith to believe that you will overcome all of this
I can't do this
I'm tired
Help me please
I just want to let go
I surrender
Lord have your way
Lord have your way with me
stir it up in our hearts lord
a passion for your name
fruits basket
new found love(:
This is one of the times
where I actually like the main couple
and the three thousand other side couples(:
This week i realised something, girls day out is a good time for sushi dates.seriously, its the best time to gossip,catch up on each other's lives.mindless wondering and hunger pangs=inspiration.
so here's a quick glimpse into my lastest story ending, if i don't edit it,
"the problem, is that you are constantly on my mind,every moment that I am awake,every breathe I take,every minute that I am living.But I don't know if your even thinking of me, so here it is, the truth,you are constantly on my mind. Every minute. Every day. Every moment. "
He gazed at the girl who had just spoken, without even turning to look at him,touched her cheek, and turned her face gently away from the endless miles of water that was in front of them, bringing his face close to hers, gazed at her eyes and said " the truth is, there is never a moment that i stop thinking about you, there is never a time that i don't want to hold you in my arms and never ever let go."
His lips brushed against hers gently, he pulled away, wrapped his arms around and kissed her head.
Always and forever, it was, is the perfect engraving for their wedding rings. She thought, letting the memories of them together play repeatly in her mind. She was in the midst of enjoying them when someone yelled, " the wedding car has arrived!"
always and forever,
always yours, now and forever.
