my gosh, it seems like everything just as to go your bloody way. act like a freaking martyr so that everyone comes to your side be so damn emotional just to get attention.
RIGHT NOW i just can't stand you. argh
on a separate note, my change of blogskin is thanks to my dear esther. who let me use her laptop to change my skin. (:
for some absurd reason. i can't seem to use any blogskins other then the ones made by this person. ): and while i admit she makes beautiful skins. it gets boring, because she hasn't made a skin in ages.
You are the music in me You know the words "Once Upon A Time" Make you listen? There's a reason. When you dream there's a chance you'll find A little laughter or happy ever after your harmony to the melody It's echoing inside my head
i'm so tired of how emo this blog has become it's so sickening. it's desperately in need of a revamp. but currently blogskins and i are being sworn enemies. but oh wells.
i have inspiration for a new story. and i haven't even finished my last one. inspiration for all the wrong things lah. i need like some really really it savvy artist to fall from the sky like now. cause the t shirt design looks terrible.
favourite's in love with favourite. oh my. what a scandal. and this time a real real scandal. that has nothing to do with me. loving every moment of it please.
darling jo! just for you dear. take things as they come. what happens will happen you can't run. so don't think so much just enjoy life. and when every thing does not seem to be going for way. remember this i love you. and i'm here for you always with love, val.
valerie has been really silly about something so she's decided to be smart now. and stop doing this to herself. yes? yes!
today, i watched a friend have her heart ripped into tiny pieces and i just thought to myself. how can she put herself through this after all, you can give your heart to someone. but there's no guarantee nothing that that person is going to keep it well. and not just rip it apart. really there isn't. so why, why take that risk. and if the person does rip it apart. how the hell do you recover from a hurt so deep. a pain that just never seems to end.
dear god, just this one time. let's listen to me okay? i don't want that. please don't give me someone to fall in love with i bet there are hundreds of girls/boys out there who are craving for that. but valerie? she's happy just the way she is. no falling in love lord. i don't think i'll live through that kind of pain.
anyway. i came to a conclusion tonight. superhero, valerie does not need you anymore. she knows she's going to fall, get hurt. cry and cry and cry like nobody's business. but, she's going to stand on her own now. not need you to be there anymore, to help clear up the messes she makes. because. here truthfully and quite honestly. i'm quite angry with you. irritated. pissed off. but more then ever. its about valerie learning that you just can't depend on people. because somewhere along the line they fail. so goodnight. and goodbye superhero. your not my hero anymore. you don't have to be super anymore.
and lord we trust in your unfailing love for you alone are god eternal throughout earth and heaven above.
I am the God that Healeth thee I am the Lord Your healer I sent My word And I healed your disease I am the Lord Your healer
Come to the Father Though your gift is small, Broken hearts, broken lives, He will take them all. The power of the Word, The power of His blood, Ev'rything was done So you would come.
You are my strength when I am weak, You are the treasure that I seek, You are my all in all. Seeking You as a precious jewel, Lord to give up I'd be a fool, You are my all in all.
Thank you for the cross, Lord Thank you for the price You paid Bearing all my sin and shame In love You came And gave amazing grace Thank you for this love, Lord Thank you for the nail pierced hands Washed me in Your cleansing flow Now all I know Your forgiveness and embrace
Over the mountains and the sea, Your river runs with love for me, and I will open up my heart and let the Healer set me free. I'm happy to be in the truth, and I will daily lift my hands: for I will always sing of when Your love came down
Oh what I would do to have The kind of faith it takes To climb out of this boat I'm in Onto the crashing waves To step out of my comfort zone Into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is And He's holding out His hand
I am a flower quickly fading, Here today and gone tomorrow, A wave tossed in the ocean, A vapor in the wind. Still you hear me when I'm calling,Lord, you catch me when I'm falling, And you've told me who I am. I am yours.I am yours.
At the cross I bow my knee Where Your blood was shed for me There’s no greater love than this You have overcome the grave Your glory fills the highest place What can separate me now You go before me You shield my way Your hand upholds me I know You love me
You know that,I love You, You know that, I want to know You so much more, More than I have before These words are, From my heart, These words are, Not made up, I will live for You, I am devoted to You
I don't want to go somewhere If I know that You're not there 'Cause I know that me without You is a lie And I don't want to walk that road Be a million miles from home 'Cause my heart needs to be where You are So I don't want to go Without Your touch Without Your love Filling me like an ocean For Your grace is enough Enough for me To never want to go somewhere If I know that You're not there
I'm so secure, you're here with me You stay the same, your love remains here in my heart So close I believe You're holding me now in your hands I belong, You'll never let me go
When I look into Your holiness. When I gaze into Your loveliness. When all the things that surround Become shadows in the light of You. When I found the joy of reaching Your heart. When my will becomes enthralled in Your Love. When all the things that surround Become shadows in the light of You.
and maybe it's because i know that you can give me a peace that world can never give. a love, that knows no bounds. that i can place my hope,faith and trust in you and know that you will never let me down.
