I miss the words that used to flow so readily,
I miss the heart that used to be satisfied so easily,
I miss the smile that used to cover my face.
I miss the part of me that was so sure of your grace.
I miss the happiness that used to flood over me,
I miss how I could be me and not worry,
I miss your hugs that are such a comfort,
I miss being face to face and just laughing at our actions.
I miss how we could talk for ages about nothing.
I miss the telephone calls.
I miss, I miss, I miss,
I miss you best friend.
And I miss me, at least the old me.
I was just reading a few different blogs,
and I realised that possibly I'm trying to hard to be someone I'm not.
And yet, I'm not so sure I know who I am.
At times, I want to be this super woman person,
in-charge and totally confident.
And yet, there are times I want to be this sad, depressed person.
But most of the time,
I want to revert back to the happy person I was.
The one that was happy where she was in life,
happy doing things, just being happy.
I scare myself.
Dear Jacqueline!
Angel Dear,
for some reason, you are never on skype when I'm there.
You're not online when I'm online either.
You don't have a facebook account that I can talk to you through.
So we have gone almost forever without talking.
Thus, I am left with no choice but to send you this message through our blog,
for you to please reply me, asap.
I miss you, and it would be nice to talk to you soon.
okay?
much love
