always and forever: I have my reasons, and you don't have to understand

Sunday, May 2, 2010

I'm being very silly about you,

cause we are friends.

and that's what I keep telling myself.

But, I don't know what I want from you,

I don't know how I feel about you.

So i'm ignoring you.

I don't say hi when we meet,

I don't wave unless you wave to me,

right in my face.

In short, you are invisible.

And I wish you actually are bothered by it,

but I know better then that.

I know a lot better then that,

you never ever start conversations with me,

and I won't be that stupid girl who keeps on clinging to things that aren't hers.

so yes, I've stop waiting,

because it's not going to happen.

and that's okay.

and you don't have to understand it,

because I do,

and that's all that matters.